I am unsure of today. Very unsure. I want to live my life. I want to make more of it. I need to. I need to make myself happy, and the only way to do that is to work for it. To do the things I love; be with those who I care for, seclude myself when necessary. I function best in this manner. I am determined. I need to make something of this life, to make you proud. I know I will succeed, but will I be happy in my choice? The future only knows.